When you listen to a song you used to listen to ages ago and you get that weird as fuck spine chilling feeling as you remember how your life was at that point in time
In my experience, this feeling only gets weirder/more intense/better as you get older.
How is it that in life you can be surrounded by people and yet still feel so utterly alone? Be perfectly safe and still feel unstable? Have a whole life ahead of you but still worry it won’t be enough time to do everything you hope to achieve? Love someone so wholeheartedly and yet never be loved in return? care for and look out for someone so rigidly and never have the favour returned?
Life is full of unanswered questions, it’s also completely unfair.
After last night i have a hickey and a bruised lip.
"I need a back rub, a few shots of tequila, and a good fuck."
I love kissing. I love the way they feel, I love the sighs and moans that follow. I love the small pauses and teases for more. I love the small taste of tongue that brush together occasionally. I love the wandering hands. I like biting. I like pulling. I like running my tongue lightly across their bottom lip. I like the little laughs when its almost too good and you can’t help yourself. Idk. Making out as a whole is just pretty great.
Have you ever felt a potential love for someone?
Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could.
My god the accuracy of this statement